Depression

The worst of it suddens me to bed and rest. Though its not rest, outwardly I appear “lazy” to my other sides, but ultimately, I am inside a tornado of energy cycloning and instigating stories of terrible outcome that I cannot help but experience in all ways.

I am depression when I am feeling this way, but sure, once I begin to recognize my energy is the sudden weight and movement, I calm the mind and though I need a day or two to recover, I reprieve myself through the cycle again, able to say, “well, I got through that spell.”

Perhaps disconnection from the true nature of our genome and our species is the cause of illness in the mind. “the mind is the first to go” should be the saying when souls agree to incarnate on earth this day and age. I see depression now to be normal. My mind’s associations regarding sadness calls for needed mental rest.

Depression is our way of saying, “something ‘aint right here boo, lets reconnect and reassemble, thank you!”